True Life

Not a typical story. Not that so common setup. I don't know where the line begins but what's important is it isn't ending. It's continuous as sun rise and set. Others might disagree but I got the gut to fight for it. When they say something good, I acknowledge it by thanks but when they give a not-so-pretty opinion, I respect it and smile. They don't know us.  I just can't help it but have a lil composition of tears around my eyes when I'm remembering my prayers years or months ago are being answered little by little. I would say I was and is being challenge by few circumstances. I was in situation of losing my grip from it but there was this thought of nothing was wrong. When I was seeing the big picture, everything was fair. I was just letting myself surrounded by less than zero (negative) feedback. I tried to ignore them or even had myself being understood. Then, I stepped back a bit and realized, I let the rest of the work to God. They say "guard yo...

It's the 9th day of my 25 years living. How did I celebrate it? The usual way. I had breakfast with my IT pals the day before my birthday. That was the first time we ate together outside the building. Somethin' Fishy at Eastwood City was the place. T'was fun being them. They're all boys but I got no problem bout that. I was so comfy with those guys. After a heavy breakfast, Chicago KTV was our next stop. Some friends were there already and we just joined them. Singing along and chatting around. That Saturday could be one of the longest Saturday in my life. Had a coffee and movie with him until the sun said goodbye and the dark started the night. We're both sleepy and tired but that didn't beat us from spending few more ours together. We almost fell asleep at the movie house. Haha! But I must say, it wasn't a waste.  On the actual day of my natal day which was Sunday, I finished all my house chores in the morning then headed to church with kiddos after. A sim...

Just so unsure. Should I blame it to them? Na - ah. I really dunno. I was just a kinda one who used to be pampered so much, who used to be valued like a non-crown princess. I'd heard more than words. I'd sang out of tunes yet sweetest songs. It wasn't perfect but felt so great. Not that I wanted any of them back. Those were just few from the list that I'm hoping now but my bad, I must not. There can't be two or triple identical ways. But I can't help but compare.  To be continued...

We work to earn money that will suffice our needs and our families'. Everyday we gotta get up from our beds and prepare ourselves for work. Spend almost half of your day in front of a computer answering questions, addressing concerns, etc. After that, you're urging to home or go somewhere else you can unwind. We normally get excited or nervous when we're newbie at work but when we've been spending years on it we get tired and get fed up. We find it repetitive and boring sometimes. Friends, yes we can lotsa of those in the office but when when we're too busy doing our tasks we tend to lose time jamming with them.  Okay. I'm not trying to imply too much negative here. I'm just to illustrate how some people find their lives in the office. A maybe came to that same point and state of mind. But again, life depends on how you view it. Yes, work could be tiring but we can it fun. There's no easy job. You just gotta learn how to enjoy the things that you fa...

Watching movie Saturday morning aftershift. We don't need to spend sometimes to bond with colleauges and friends. Movie files saved in a flash drive, some snacks left from the last night's shift, a room in the office that we can freely use to relax; perfect enough to kick off this weekend before leaving the office.   How funny when we're trying to not to cry when the scene became so dramatic. Those scenes and lines that you can relate from and melt your heart. Oh boy! 

Reading books, epubs, ebooks or whatever you call it isn't a thing for me. I better say, not a usual thing for me to do. I used to read books, yes way back when I was in school and very few when I started working but most of the time, I wasn't successful reaching the last page. If a friend recommends me to read one, I always say "Alright. Sure. If it something that would interest me, I'll give a shot of the first page then..". I had read some Bob Ong's and Rick Warren's Purpose Driven Life which I would say one of book that could lead you a life's turning point. I owned that book for almost 2 years I guess but there are still few chapters to read.  Today. Nicolas Sparks. "The Notebook" movie was a hit. That was just one of the books written by him that for sure everybody loves. I can't see of losing anything when a friend told me to read his books. So I patiently searched for a PDF copy of his books and I'm starting reading this ...

Some people may let you feel how worthless you are. They let you feel that their time and attention are too valuable for you. It just hurt so much when they intentionally break your heart just like that and there's nothing you can do. But at the end, it's still up to you if you would let yourself absorb those trashes. Just always keep in my mind that your worth can't be measured for what others say. God loves you unconditionally. 

Feels like I gotta catch up with my blog. Finally had a chance again to use this a-bit-broken lappy. It has few lines of dead pixels at the bottom of the screen. Anyways, what's up in my life? Nothing big happened. Just the same daily story at work and at home. Trying to watch movies when time permits to and coffee-tambay with officemates aftershift. Just last Saturday we watch the BYRequest concert of Bamboo and Yeng at Smart Araneta. We were in the upperbox. Yeah, it was so far from the stage but I honestly had a great time seeing both OPM rock icons performing live. I love them both. I will surely be watching out their next gigs. Next, as usual more pictures were posted on my fb and instagram. As what I said the last time, facebook becomes my photo album. Haha! I posted more pictures than "word" status, if you know what I mean. Lol. Some photos became trendy to some of my friends and I just two words for them - "no comment". I or we don't need to exp...

Took a picture of my feet while waiting a ride on my way home. It was raining and i was alone. I could feel droplets slowly wetting my sneakers. I stood beside the road for more than 20 mins. I was patiently waiting though t'was raining. Just like in my life, we can't stop problems from coming. It's our choice on how to live with them. We can maybe let ourselves to get wet by tears or get a shield to stand thru the struggles. We sometimes have someone beside us sharing the umbrella or maybe just alone trying to be strong. For as long as we believe that something good is coming, our feet will never get tired of standing and waiting. 

Hello World! It's been a while. Random thoughts. Random stories. Random experiences. Am I a random girl? Not much. What are we into right now? The Sportfest 2013 of the company. I'm a bit excited. A player? No I'm not. A cheerer? I quit. Haha! Got not time to attend practice sessions. Feels like college days. I was part of the SC when I was in first year college. With that being said, I was obliged to participate in a week sportsfest. It was so tiring, superb. But the thing that remains in my mind is when I played basketball coz we got no choice. It was a female basketball of course. I loved watching basketball but I never imagined myself playing. Oh God! I can't recall if our team won but what I'm sure about is I contributed one shot (2 points). Haha! My jersey got "Acousticah 07" at the back. Concur is generous enough to give everyone a uniform for the sportfest but I also want to have a basketball jersey so I got it. Hihihi!!

Dear Blogspot, alam mo ba napakabusy sa work kagabi? Ang daming requests at tanong ng mga mahal kpng clients. Minsan nga hindi ko na napupuna ang takbo ng oras. Hindi naman ako nagrereklamo. Masaya naman ako sa trabaho ko. May mga pagkakataon lang talaga na sabay sabay ang dating ng  emails at tickets. Buti na lang mayaman kami sa sticky notes. Pinaka-effecttive talaga sa kin ang sinusulat ang mga gawain at ipaskil sa workstation ko. Mas madali kong naaalala ang mga dapat kong gawin. Ngayon nga kelangan kong may 3 excel sheets na nakabukas pero isa pa lang ang pinagkaloob sa king monitor kaya kelangan paliitin ko sila. Diskarte lang talaga. Kahit abala ako sa maraming bagay kelangan ko pa ring tulungan ang aking kapwa SA. Hehe! Napaka-productive lang ng shift na yun. Last shift of the week na tonight. Lord, ikaw na pong bahala sa akin. Bigyan nyo po ako ng presence of mind para magawa ko ng tama ang trabaho ko. I love you Lord.  Amen.

Ang tunay daw na matapang hindi basta basta sumusuko. Hindi basta bastang nagpapatalo. Pero kahit matapang ka pero kung pagod ka na, kelangan mo rin ng pahinga. Parang ako lang, matapang ako sa antok pero di ko na kaya. Haha! Nasobrahan ako sa pagpupuyat. Pagod ako over the weekend. I feel so wasted. Sana pwedeng bumili ng tulog. Makabili nang madami. Sabi ko nga, minsan kulang ang maghapon at magdamag para magawa mo lahat ng gusto mo. Hindi sapat yung gusto mo lang, kelangan pa rin ng sapat na lakas at oras. 

When you feel so much happiness that you tend to compromise who really care about you. Still can't thank them much enough that they bother to open my eyes to the things that I'm blinded at. Confessions that I never endlessly saying that I'm aware of but not letting it go. Those sweet lies are never been better than bitter truth. I may be too kind to slap a trash is someone's face. That thing that I'm honestly don't have the courage to do coz hurting is not what I wanna start from me. For the reason that I wanna be hurt back. Thank God, that I have my precious friends who love and care about me and make me feel how worthy I am. My heart is place for people who deserves it. It's not a playground to just be messed up by someone. Oh Lord, above everyone, you're the only one who can help me the most. Thank you for giving me angels here on earth who I can be with everyday. Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld _______________...

Friday morning. On my way home. I just love seeing those white chubby clouds. The sun is shining brightly but expecting some rain today. I can sleep soundly when it's raining. >_< ---- Had a normal day at work. Heavy meal before facing my computer. Haha! Checking emails from my friendly clients. I'm wondering, maybe I can add them on facebook but afraid that they may chat me during weekend for some work related stuff. Haha! Btw, I brought some fruits but I felt eating them with yogurt. For some reason, none left to buy from the Ministop. Sinong umubos?!?!? Rex, Ana and I ate few pieces of the fruits and I ended up bringing the rest back home and ate them all. Hehe! My friends are thinking that am on a diet coz I ate much of fruits lately. Well.... not really. I just wanna be healthier to avoid get sick but not really to loose weight. I'm fine with my body. Haha.

Miyerkules na. Gitna na ng linggo. Minsan sinasabi natin ang bagal ng takbo ng araw pero pag masaya tayo parang ang bilis. Ganun talaga. Hindi ko alam kung tumatakbo ba o gumapang ang oras. Haha! I-google ko kaya. Asa naman ako sa mga sagot na makukuha ko. Pero ang totoo nyan, nasa byahe na ko papasok sa mga oras na ito at alam kong hindi late na naman ako. Kahapon late ako ng mga 16 minutes lang naman pero nag-OT ako ng 2 oras. Higit na siguro sa sapat yun. Haha! Bigla lang akong na-excite makitang muli ang aking mga team mates dahil 2 days silang walang sa work for a company event. Dami na naman nilang kwento for sure. Nagpapasalamat ako dahil sila yung mga taong nakasama ko sa trabaho. Iba-iba man kami pero masasaya kaming magkakasama. Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld ________________________________ This e-mail message is authorized for use by the intended recipient only and may contain information that is privileged and confidential. If you received...

I felt that I ate a lot this shift. Haha! I'm still the matakaw lady no matter control I make. I really love eating like everybody does. Though it feels sio guilty sometimes, when it becomes too much. I like siomai, noodles, cheesedog, donuts etc. Haha! Ah wait, I forgot to mention, chicken joy. Remembering all those yummy food makes me feel hungry right now. I ate like 3 to 4 regular cheesedogs before lying. Good luck sa kin.. Masarap yung kumain bago matulog. :-)

Minsan kahit ang sama-sama ng loob mo hindi mo masabi kasi wala rin yung magagawang mabuti. Sana pwedeng tumakbo na lang bigla sa malayo at umiyak. Hindi ko alam kung dapat ba akong maniwala sa mga bagay-bagay na nagpapasaya sa kin. Hindi ko sigurado kung totoo ba ang lahat ng naririnig ko. Alam ko dapat hindi ako magpaapekto pero til ba kusa akong nasasaktan sa mga nangyayari. Matigas lang talaga ang ulo ko minsan. Hindi ko alam kung sino na ang dapat kong pagkatiwalaan. Ayaw ko lang mapaglaruan. Sino bang may gusto? Parang maraming nagpapakita ng mga magagandang ngiti hindi ko alam kung ano ang totoo. Kadalasan sinasabi ko nang ayaw ko na, pero hindi ko magawa. Nasa isip ko lang madalas ang mga ito at gustong kong mailabas. Hindi man nila marinig, naisulat ko naman. Kahit papano okay na ko sa ganun. 

It's true when it hurts. Does it mean that true love hurts? Aw! Bigla lang kasing na-open ang topic na yan habang matiwasay kaming nagtatrabaho. Haha! Sometimes you have to experience the worst before you can  have the best. I don't know if that's making sense to anyone. We tend to realize one's importance when they're gone. How emo can we get here? When random thoughts come out, it burst left and right, here and there. 

♫ "Nakakalito ang mundo. Kung sinong mahal mo, s'yang ayaw sa 'yo" ♫ /Kahit Habang Buhay by Yeng and Sam Milby / LSS lang. Enebenemenyen! Hay naku, 2 days na to. Di ko na maalala pano nagsimula to. Old song na to pero ang maganda talaga ang melody kahit medyo nakakalungkot lang ang message. Nakakakilig lang. I know everyone can relate to this song. Ang sarap sarap lang mag-emote di ba.

I voted for the third time yesterday. Oh yes! I exercised my right as a Filipino citizen. I hope I shaded the circles beside the name of the deserving leaders. I came at the precinct at lunch time when the sun was shining so bright. There were few people. I spent less than 30 minutes to vote. Happy me. And after that, the heavy rain poured. That was cool. Hehe!! I was wet when I arrived home.

Hindi naman bawal ang umiyak. Isa yan sa mga bagay na malaya mong magagawa. Ito yung mga oras na pakiramdam mo nag-iisa ka at kahit subukan mong ipaliwanag sa iba ang nararamdaman hindi rin nila mauunawaan. Bakit kasi kelangan laging sinasabi pa e? Pwede bang dapat alam na nila yun. May mga bagay talaga na sadyang mas masarap maranasan kapag hindi dinadaan sa salita kundi sa gawa. Yung pakiramdam na yayakapin ka na lang ng taong mahal mo dahil ramdam nya na malungkot ka kahit di mo man sabihin. Di ko alam pano sisimulan dahil ko sigurado kung ako nga dapat ang magsisimula. Di rin ako sigurado kung dapat bang lumagay ako dun. Ayos lang naman makipagsapalaran ngunit kung ako lang nang ako ang gagawa ng linaw ay parang hindi rin magiging ayos ang kalalabasan. Totohanin na lang sana......

A colleague's birthday today. We surprised her with a cake from Mary Grace. The store was actually closed, but we talked to the crew and said we badly need a whole cake in the middle of the night. Haha! We were somewhere in Greenbelt. We saw some people partying in a Thursday night. I was like a stranger. Yes I know. I look like a lost nerdy girl.  I tend to observe people I don't know and trying to understand what kind of life they have. A lot of things are playing in my mind. Knowing the story of their lives is none of my business. I am just a curious human being. In short chismosa. Haha! Not really. I can feel that there's at least one thing in their lives that makes special and different from the rest.  Oh well! So much for that.. For some reason, there's something in my mind that I can't speak out. I don't know what it is. I will try to write again later. That is if my sleepy head will allow me to. Haha! I'm in the middle of finishing a ticket whi...

Happy Monday! Magiging masaya ang araw na ito dahil gugustuhin ko. Minsan mahirap magpanggap na masaya ka pero kung mag-eemote ka naman mas walang mangyayari. People admire me for I always smile. It seems that no problems come my way. Pero sabi nga nang iba, yung mga taong laging nakangiti minsan sila pa yung may mabigat na problem. That statement is true for me, sometimes. Hay iiyak na ba ko?? Haha! Mas madali kasing sabihin na okay ka kaysa mag-explain kung bakit hindi. Eto na naman ako, lumalabas ang pagka-emotera ko. Ewan ko kung ano bang problema ko. Kadalasan talaga nasa isip ko lang to. Ganito lang talaga ako, pag nag-iisa at alam kong may iba dyan na tulad ko din. Iiyak na ko? Iiyak na ko? Ano ba naman to! Haha! Epekto ng kung ano ano lang to sabayan pa ng maramdaming songs. Malala na to pero lilipas din to. Uulitin ko, gagawin kong maging masaya ang bawat araw ko. Smile! :-) Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Dapat naman talaga, wag magpaapekto sa sinasabi ng iba. Dapat hindi natin ibase ang desisyon sa gusto ng nakakarami. Piliin natin natin kung ano ang nararapat at doon tayo liligaya - tunay na kaligayahan at hindi panandalian lamang. May mga pagpapasya sa buhay na kailangan na magsakripisyo para mas ikabubuti. Madalas hindi madali pero yung ang maglalagay sa tin sa tahimik.

Am I just afraid to be in it again? Or should I say that I'm just trying to be wiser this time? I wasn't expecting that it would turn out like that. Maybe I'm just a girl who was trying to be understood. I am talkative but I maybe didn't imply what I was really meant. This doesn't feel any comfortable at all. I somehow like what's happening but as what they say I must expect. I just have to go with the flow. I'm still a girl who's longing for love and care. I need security. I know I must not demand. I have to take it slow. I hope bit by bit we can go along perfectly. If unspoken words will come out, so be it.

Halos araw-araw sinasabi ko sa sarili ko na dapat mag-post ako sa blog, mag-post sa blog. Ang isip ko ay naliligaw sa kung ano-anong mga bagay sa ngayon. Hindi ko alam kung sinong pwedeng kausapin. Gusto ko lang malaman kung normal pa ang nangyayari sa buhay ko. Haha! Ang baliw baliw ko lang minsan. Masaya ako sa mga bagay na alam kong hindi mauunawaan ng iba kahit anong explain ang gawin ko. Minsan okay rin siguro ang mag-explore at maging pasaway ng konti. Yun ay hindi dahil sa boring ang buhay ko, kundi para mas makilala ko pa ang sarili ko. Thanks, Carla | Service Administrator Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Tulad ng dati, hindi ko alam kung pano ko sisimulan e. Marami akong mga nasa isip na gusto kong sabihin. Mga pagkakataon na nais kong isulat lahat ng nangyayari para pwede kong basahin ulit pag lumipas na ang panahon. Pero pakiramdam ko busy ako lagi. Ang buhay ko ngayon, ay ganun pa rin, masaya pa naman. Salamat sa mga katrabaho at kaibigan ko. Love life? Zero pa rin. Ang mga kids ko, ayun sobrang kulit pa rin. Ang trabaho ko, minsan mahirap pero naiiraos naman. Ang hindi ko lang makaya ay ang init ng araw. Summer na summer na talaga. Hehe! At eto, adik pa rin ako sa music, sa siomai, sa FB, sa twitter. Hay naku! Hindi naman siguro ako nagiisa. Masasabi ko lang, thank You Lord, sa payak kong pamumuhay! :-) Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Nang matapos ang trabaho, it's movie time. Horror ang peg. Kamusta naman ang pagtili ko? Hahaha! Medyo babawasan ko muna ang pagkakape. Hawak ng bongga sa puso baka mahulog. Sent from my iPod

Minsan talaga nawawalan na ako ng oras sa ibang bagay sa buhay ko. Minsan pakiramdam ko ang dami kong gustong gawin pero hindi sapat ang buong araw para magawa yun. Kelangan ko lang sigurong iwaglit sa isip ko ang mga kung ano-anong hindi naman talaga. Dapat ko nang kalimutan ang mga nais ko na hindi naman talaga totoo. Hindi naman sa sumusuko na ako ngunit kung hindi rin naman magkakaroon nang saysay mas mabuti pang ituon ko na lang ang oras ko dun sa mga taong tunay ang pagke-care sa kin (kung anuman yan sa tagalog). Ah basta! Itong pagka-emo ko ay hindi naman kalaliman. Nais ko lang maisulat para kahit papano, humampay ang hindi ko talaga mabigkas na nararamdaman ko. Bahala na. Alam ko si Lord ay hindi ako pababayaan kahit ano pa man ang mangyari. 

After the team's night out - buffet and ktv, Pia and Wil had to visit the office for something urgent and gross. Haha! We gotta unload some waste. I hope ya get what I mean. I honestly had a lot of fun eating and singing along with the SA folks and our Director. Tong Yang for buffet then to Center Stage for videoke. Haha! We had our mini concert there. Oh well! We do love singing a lot. Kung ano-ano lang ang mga songs na pinag-seselect namin. Hays.! And now... eto nga kaming tatlo sa office, papalipas lang ng oras. Uwi na rin maya-maya pag safe na. I'm currently playing some songs =)

Hindi ako mahilig sa shades. Totoo yun. Hindi ko lang sya feel. Actually, isa pang reason ay wala syang kakapitan. Ako ay Pinoy na hindi katangusan ang ilong. Saka mas gusto ko maliwanag ang nakikita ko. Maganda naman ang mga mata ko e. Naks! Haha! Kaya hindi ko dapat takpan ng shades. Sa larawan na ito, napatripan ko lang suotin ang bagong shades ni Rexy. O di ba, mukha akong dragonfly. Halatang halata ang kakarampot kung ilong. Pero meron namang sigurong shades na bagay sa hugis ng aking face at nose. Nitatamad lang ako maghanap. Mas gusto ko pa rin sneakers. Hehe! Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Happy Monday! 3-11-2013 Will be back at work tonight. I don't know what clients have for me this week but I'm ready. Haha! Ako na ganado magtrabaho. Ewan ko ba. I'm surrounded by people I love when I'm at work. Taong matatakaw, mababait daw, makukulit at maiingay. Teka! Sasabihin na naman nila ako lang ang maingay. Haha! Okay lang yun masaya pa rin naman. Wala silang no option sa kaingayan ko. Pero hindi na ko sing ingay ng dati. Siguro. Some of my friends ask me, why I'm always happy. Dahil ginusto ko lang. Yun naman yun e. Tayo pa rin ang nagdedesisyon kung anong gusto natin at the end kahit marami tayong mga opinion at advices na naririnig sa mga tao sa paligid natin. But most of all, I smile because I know GOD is always with me :) I maybe single and no boyfriend right now, GOD loves me. Siya na bahala sa love life ko. Haha! Ang daldal ko. Haha! Ang dami ko na namang nisasabi. :) Smile Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Yung totoo? Hindi kami mahilig sa pagkain? Haha! Sobrang hilig lang. Haha! Araw-araw na lang kung saan-saan kami napapadpad para kumain after shift. Di magtatagal malilibot na namin lahat ng kainan dito sa Makati. Ngayon dito kami sa 101 Hawker Food House. Korean food ang peg nila. Masarap naman. At in fairness super affordable. Ay naku, ako na maraming friend na matakaw. Oh katabaan, layuan mo ako. Haha! I love Food! I love siomai! I love cheesecake! Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Ako ay loveless. Wala akong boylet. Hindi naman ako malungkot. Minsan may mga taong sadyang mahilig mag-match -- love match. Madalas kang tuksuhin sa kung sino-sino. Sa akin okay lang naman. Maiigi na yung di nila alam kung sino ang totoong gusto ko. Haha! Masaya na kong makasama o makausap kung sino man sya. Kung sya ang nakalaan na para sa kin, si Lord na ang nakakaalam. Hindi naman ako nagmamadali. The right one will come in God's time. He knows my heart very well. Alam ni Lord kung sino ang tatanggap sa buong pagkatao ko. Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

I feel sooooo sleeepy. Antok na antok na talaga ako. Basta talaga Monday shift wala akong tulog. I planned to go home earlier pero nagpasama na naman ang tropa sa Boni area. Kelangan maghanap ni Marsha ng malilipatang apartment kaya nag-please sya sa amin na samahan siya. Kami naman ay madaling kausap basta may food trip after. Medyon windang na talaga ang pakiramdam ko sa kaantukan. I left home so early yesterday afternoon and had a coffee session with my friend maldito. So there, more than 24 hrs talaga akong gising. Anyways, we headed to R and J's Bulalo after the lakad lakad portion. Kain na naman. Haha! Ang takaw nga talaga namin. There were bulalo, pancit, lechon kawali, squid barbeque, etc. Mas lalong lumalala ang aking kaantukan nung mabusog ako. Ay grabe! After ng konting kwentuhan, uwi na. Tulog ako sa buong byahe kahit sa tricycle. Hay makatulog na nga. Parang ang sarap matulog sa ulap. Hehe! Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

It was a long tiring Saturday yet a very happy one. Food, videoke and shopping with office friends then a bonding time with kiddos. My body is so used with shorter sleep now. It is maybe not good but I'm not sure. Living everyday as if it is the last. Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Unconsciously thinking of someone you've never been in a table for a dinner or lunch or breakfast. A random face you always see around. A name that you commonly see on facebook when his friend tagged him in a picture or a post. A person you tend to greet when you meet anywhere in the building. Those smiles that can't be counted using your fingers and toes. Here I am again. Becoming a crazy human being .

Ang sarap ma-inlove. Ang sarap ng pakiramdam ng meron kang inspirasyon sa mga bagay bagay na gagawin mo. Napakagasgas na ng mga linya ko pero gusto ko lang isulat ito. Ako ba ay umiibig? Hindi ko alam. Sa ngayon wala pa siguro pero tignan natin. Haha! Asaness naman ako. Si Lord na ang bahala sa love life ko since sya naman ang first love ko. Nakakatuwa lang isipin na may mga taong kahit wala kayong relasyon ay masaya mong nakakasama sa araw-araw. Yun lang po. Matutulog na nga ako. Cheesecake ang nasa picture kasi ang cheeeessssy... Haha! Sana makahanap na ulit ako ng love life sooooon. Pero hindi naman ako nagmamadali. Happy single naman ako. Hehe! :) Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

I just purchased this lil red phone today. It costs P888 only. I need to have another phone coz I wanna "live more". I mean, I'm currently using globe for my bb and I'm not satisfied with the service. I'll be using my smart postpaid for my bb and this cutie phone will contain my globe line. Smart has the better coverage in our area. Could be the best, I must say. I have to always connected. :) Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

This is it! Nakakainis lang kasi kabibili ko lang ng new pair of Vans last Tuesday. Pero hindi ko pa rin to pinalampas. Kahit late na ko umuwi ng Thursday, gumising pa rin ako nang maaga para dito. I tried in Shangrila first kaya lang wala masyadong options. There were just around 5 choices for girls. Good thing my 2 friends were at Greenbelt5 that time. Mas marami daw pagpipilian dun. So nagmamadali akong sumakay ng MRT. That was around past 8pm. Pasara na ang mga malls. Syempre dahil mula sako sa MRT, lalakarin ko muna ang kahabaan ng Glorietta, Landmark at Greenbelt. Ubos lakas ang nagmamadali to make sure na maabutan kong bukas ang store. Haha! Medyo maulan pa nun pero pinapawisan ako sa haba ng nilakad-takbo ko. Haha! Parang may emergency lang. Haha! So there, I bought just one pair for now. I chose the classic design na moss ang color. I will put the picture on my next post. I wanna buy other designs too kaya lang hindi naman ako sobrang yaman noh! Ay grabe sabi ko magtitipid...

Pastor Rico Ricafort (Notes) - Marriage is not just a contract but a covenant. - Wedding is holy. - Have a great foundation. - Be God in the center of the marriage. - Have to work to keep the marriage stronger. - Matthew 19:6 - Marriage is not for convenience but a commitment. - Malachi 2:14-16 - You are in God's best season (today) - Marriage is not just compatibility but complementary. - Ephesians 5:22-26 Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Parang gusto kong magkaroon ng sariling music room. Gadgets na tulad ng kay Becka sa Pitch Perfect. I wanna record some music. Be with some of my friends and make songs. Ang taba talaga ng puso ko sa music. Di naman kagandahan ang aking boses ngunit pinangarap ko ring maging singer.  Maghapon ata akong nasa harap ng laptop ko ngayon at ang inatupag ko bukod sa facebook at twitter - ano pa? edi songs. I tried searching instrumental version of some songs and I tried to sing and record them. I was not satisfied with the results. It was because I was doing it in an open area. Haha! Dami pang background noise. So mas maganda nga siguro kung may isang kuwarto ako where I can live in a music world. Waaah! Frustrations! Someday, I will make bring it into reality. Kahit simple lang. I have the heart for music!

Starting my Monday morning with coffee and music. Playing random videos from youtube. I know it's too early still. I am really a nocturnal person. Been working in night shift for almost six years. No wonder. My body clock is set to Eastern Time (US / Canada). Lol! Most of the people find it hard to stay up at night for work but it's just a matter of time. I must say, I'm effective working at night. Servicing clients/customers from United States of America and Canada since my first job.

<temp post> I'm so sleepy but I wanna sleep yet. waaaahhhhhh.. I think I have to write about something  ~ maybe about someone I'm always thinking about. A cheesy thing maybe. I don't know. OH I gotta sleep first maybe. Will try to wake up after few hours.

I'm quiet sleepy but I feel like posting something in my online notebook before going to dream land. I just finished watching a good movie "Pitch Perfect". Their voices are really amazing. I wanna do that acapela someday with a group. It sounds so great. I wanna mixed up some songs. Rendition of songs are sometimes better than the original. There are times that the message of a song differ based on how it is sang by an artist. A song may also becomes better when an instrument has a thicker sound than the others. So there... Maybe I have a ear for music. I am talkative but I shut up when I'm listening to a song. 

Dahil Ibon Lang ang Aking PRICE (Tag (Parody)  I let them keep my guitar in their cute room. I didn't know that these IT guys are musically inclined until they tagged me on their office-made videos. They seem to be just enjoying singing with the guitar. Their videos become viral in the office that quick. These geek-looking guys turned themselves into total performers. Their small room becomes a recording studio during their break. It'll not be a surprise if they'll soon be leaving that small room and move to a bigger stage; leaving the computer world and face the screaming crowd.  This is their third video and is the best so far. The first two vids are posted on my FB timeline.  Job well done Leonard, Jiro, Andrew, Rod, Ritsi!

Waiting for an elevator that will send me to the ground floor. I'm going home now. It was another great night at work. Had funs with friends. They had fun at me. Haha! I let Ciego put make up on me. Eye liner, blush on, lipstick. Not so me. I looked so different. As everyone knows, I'm a sneaker girl. I'm a girl but I'm girlie. IFYWIM. --- Currently inside the MRT train. At ladies' section. I am without my mrt-mates. They headed home earlier. I can feel my full tummy. Full of coffee and donuts. I guess I have to lessen my sugar intake. How can stop my craving for those sweet things? I love donuts, siomai, cakes. OMG! I gotta control it or else... **sigh** --- Happy Valentines! Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Happy Valentines! I'm just a happy single lady. It's just an ordinary day to spend. <nakakatuwa naman, while I'm typing this post may may isang chat nagbukas.. Ay naku si Lord, minsan mapaglaro talaga. He always gives me a reason to smile everyday> Anyway..goin' back ayun  nga it's Valentines day! I'm still in the office at of this very moment. I came late last night kaya para offset. By the way, nagpagupit ako ng hair. Nawala na ang isang kilong split ends ko. Heading to starbucks with the APA guys. Sila na lang ang valentine date ko. 

I've been working for almost five years but I still have this dream of being a musician.Hindi pa rin talaga nawawala sa puso't isip ko pagtugtog. Minsan ko nng maranasang maging parte ng isang amateur band. Iba talaga yung feeling na nagagawa mo yung gusto mo. Hindi nakakapagod kahit magspend ka ng mahabang oras, My passion in music became my link to know more friends. Music really connects people. When I was in highschool I started learning to play a guitar. The guitar chords guide in the centerfold of a "songhits" was my teacher. I borrowed my grandpa's guitar. I also had my classmates to teach me. Naging bonding din namin yun ng mga malalapit kong kaibigan. Nakakamiss lang yung mga panahong yun. Hay naku! Computer Science ang course ko pero I was seeing myself as a guitarist. Haha! Pero hindi lahat ng gusto mo mangyayari. Maaaya naman ako sa profession ko ngayon eh. Nakakatuwa lang na makausap ko ulit yung mga dati kong kaibigan na kasama ko mag-jamming dati. ...

It wasn't the first time that new pals won't believe that I already have 2 kids. It might be my attitude. I can't tell that I don't really look like a mother. I am proud being a single mom. I am used to what people commonly say. That's normal. I became a mother at young age. It wasn't planned but having 2 cute kids is such a blessing. Indescribable feeling when they're kissing me before I leave for work. I love it when they're hugging me everytime I arrive at home. God is just so good for giving me my 2 angels - Althea and Chloe. 

-- I have something in my mind but I can't exactly express it into words. It's something to do with love. Am I that cheesy coz Valentines is just few days away? Probably not. I will try to tell what's in my mind and in heart right now. Haha! The ambiance is just so perfect. One windy-sunny afternoon. I honestly can't imply it. I don't know what's wrong. Am I in love? haha! In love to whom or to what? I love music. That's a thing for sure. I used to love a song when the melody is good but as years go by, I started pondering what the song is trying tell. <Will try to make a better one later tonight. LOL>

I realize that I'm starting to have a lesser time for HIM. I skipped several church services. I no longer have a regular activity to know HIM more. Siguro kailangan ko na ngang sumali ulit sa care group. Kahit malayo. Kung nagawa ko dati, magagawa ko ulit. I've received so much blessings from Him kaya kailangan maglaan naman ako ng sapat na oras para purihin at pasalamatan sya. <Jeremiah 29:11> Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

On my way home. Galing sa isang matinding kainan na naman. Hindi rin ako katakawan noh. Bukod sa siomai nahihilig na rin ako sa cheesecakes. Ana and I had a chance to be with our batch mate from other department. Ang saya lang talaga. Knowing new people and eating a lot of food. Haha! It was a bit tiring coz we had to walk much to move from one tambayan/kainan to another. Pero ayos naman kasi puro tawanan lang. Nakasama ko yung mga taong madalas ko lang nakikita at naggreet sa office. Ang eksena sa FB..check-in, check-in, check-in.lol. Medyo antok na ko. Babawi ako sa babies ko pagdating sa bahay. Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

It's Friday night. I am almost an hour late. Late na nga rin kasi nakauwi kaninang umaga. Buti na lang nakatsamba ako ng bus na crossing-ilalim kanina kaya maginhawa ang aking naging byahe papasok. Dumaan ako sa Mercury para bumili ng PT. Joke! Haha! Bumili lang ako ng food at strepsils dahil medyo hindi maganda ang timpla ng lalamunan ko. Madaldal ako kaya ayokong mamaos lalo na't may meeting ako later sa napanalunan kong client. Anyways, I'm currently having my dinner here in the pantry alone. Ayan sa picture ang aking pagkain at inumin. Noodles, tinapay at lipton jasmine green tea. I still have my earphone in my ear. Kaya nga EARphone eh. Ay naku ang korni ko na. Makakain na nga muna. Dito na lang ako magiging madaldal sa blog dahil baka mamaos ako at ayaw na ayaw ko nun. ------ Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Kapag sinwerte ka nga naman sa dami ng requests na kelangan gawin sa isang araw. Yung tipong 30 mins na lang uwian na pero hindi ka pa makakaalis dahil kararating lang ng requests tapos urgent daw. Hindi ko rin sila masisisi dahil nasa kabilang dako sila ng daigdig at iba ang takbo ng orasan nila dun. Gustuhin ko mang tapusin agad-agad may iilang bagay pa rin na hindi magagawa nang madalian. Dalawa't kalahating oras na OT. Umuwi mag-isa. Medyo mataas na rin ang araw. Buti na lang sa girl's section ng MRT ako nakasakay dahil medyo maluwag. Okay lang kahit hindi nakaupo. Halos may relasyon na kami ng steel na hawakan dahil sa pagkakayakap ko dito. Sobra na ang antok ko. Kahit nakatayo lang ako, nanaginip agad ako pag napipikit ako. Gustong gusto ko na matulog! Waaah! Bago pumasok kagabi, 2 oras lang tulog ko kaya ganoon na lamang ang aking antok. Tapos biglaan namang may eksena ang tren sa MRT. Halos 5 mins ang waiting time per station. Buntong hininga na lang ako. Pagbaba ng Sha...

I so love songs. I'm currently downloading more. I'm thinking of other songs that I should a copy. I will store them all in my lappy and save copies to my phone. I hope 8GB will be enough. I also gotta buy a new earphones coz the one that came with my BB has been broken. I have to find one with the same quality or better. I'm so particular with earphones. It must produce a surround sound. I'm not sure if I'm using the right term to say it. lol. Lalalalala........

Since gabi na at wala akong pasok, susubukan kong magsulat ng ilang mga bagay tungkol sa aking buhay na lagi ko namang ginagawa sa blogger kong ito. Sige, let's start about the things that I wanna do this week. Unang-una, dapat maka-attend na ko ng church service this Tuesday sa Victory Gale. Naku ilang linggo na kong absent dun. Masyadong tough lang ang work ko this past 2 weeks but I know I must not reason out anything for being absent sa church. So yun nga. Next, sana ay maging isang epektibo akong mentor sa mga na-assign sa kin na new hire. Sila ay walang iba kundi ang dalawa kong nirefer - si Ciego at Rex. May mga trabaho ako sa clients ko na kelangan kong magawa. [i'm a bit sleepy now...] i will try to continue this later pag nagising ako. haha!

This is what will always happens when internet connection at home is on - I am just sitting at any corner with my lappy. I can stay up longer. Is that a talent? Lol. Well I have to say this. This prepaid Smartbro plug in is just so amazing. It feels like I have a dsl connection. I can multitasking online. Blogging, watching movies, tweeting while downloading. I'm actually sleepy right now. I just wanna get most out this internet connection over the weekend.Haha! I'm such a crazy blogger. Alright, I'm thinking what else to say. Hmmm... I must say that I'm sleepy and hungry. I hope I can download food over the internet too. Haha!

Minsan talaga words aren't enough to express what you feel and what you think. Kung pwede nga lang, ikonek sa isang projector ang puso at isipan mo para makita ng iba kung ano talagang meron dun at maunawaan nila. That's why there are chances that it's better for you to say that you're okay than explaining to them why you're not.. So ayun na nga. Parang ganito lang. Hindi ko ma-explain kung anong gusto kong isulat o itype sa mga oras na ito. Walang pasok sa trabaho. Kasama ko ay ang aking lappy. Wala naman akong gustong ka-chat o makausap sa mga oras nito. Haha! Here I am again. A talkative creature. Kahit sa blog ang dami dami kong nisasabi. I sometimes don't make any sense and could most of the time for others. I don't care. Haha! Ang taray! And while I'm writing this post, nag-vivideoke sila sa baba. Umaawit sila ng mga love songs. Hay naku! I am so absorbing the messages of the songs. Lagi na lang ganito. Gumawa kaya ako ng sarilin kong music v...

If I will be seeing you again, I'm not really sure how and where to start. You probably see my usual smile at first. So crazy me. Why am I even thinking of seeing you again. Oh well! We're friends in facebook but you been idle for so long. I don't know if you've lost internet connection or you're too busy with something. I can't even remember the last time we chat but I'm anticipating another chat session soon. Haha! Wherever you might be, you gotta take care of yourself coz I still wanna see you again.Alright! Alright! Alright! Sending...........................................

Sunday. I am trying just to stay home or spend time with kids today. We ate at KFC. Kids really love fried chicken just like me. The mushroom soup too is my all time favorite in KFC. After the eating sesh we headed back home. I let Chloe and Thea played their friends and I took my lappy and started my social networking life. Haha! Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

I'm currently committed to nobody. I am honestly waiting for no one. Am I in love right now? I don't think so. But there are just one or two guys my eyes love to always see. I can't see my myself being in a relation with neither him or him. lol. I'm still enjoying the life of a single mom. I have two cute kids ~ my inspirations. But of course I'm still looking forward for a man who would perfectly accepts my imperfections and who would love me not when I'm at my best but especially but when I'm at my worst. (Naks!)  I may not have somebody to kiss and hug right now and someone that I can call mine, I know God has His plan for me. I'm not in a hurry for God is always on time. His timing is always perfec t.

These are the new folks of Service Admin Manila with Manager Charleen Rudeau who is in Manila right now to train the new guys. This was her pizza treat for the group. We had 6 big boxes that we didn't know how to eat those all. lol

What a busy week! Had mega super requests and cases. Had to extend my time in the office. I'm not complaining, I'm just describing how was my recent working week. Maybe I was just not used to it. Haha! For several months, I've been relaxed with my clients until some became active and aggressive. A big thanks to my colleagues who helped me and stayed with me in the office. I usually go home at around 6 or 7 but this week, I normally arrived at home almost lunch time. That was because, we stayed in some coffee shop and spent sometime to talk about anything under the sun. lol...

It was a long night and day ~ walang tulog. Monday sickness, always. Kakaloka ang isang na tinapos ko ng one week kasama ang weekends. Thank God I finished it automatically, manually and magically. Salamat din sa mga katrabaho kong buong pusong tumulong sa akin. After shift - Mark, Belle, Rex and I. We went to Starbucks -> Banapple -> CBTL. Namiss namin ang isa't isa at ang pagkain. It was my treat at SB and Rex' treat at Banapple and CBTL. This meeting was all started by a serious problem of Belle. We let her told the story and gave her some advices. But most of the time we're just all making fun. Nakakamiss talaga ang mga taong sing baliw ko. Haha! Kahit walang tulog at galing pa sa trabaho, go lang ng go para sa mga friends. Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Only stone will not fall in love with Alejandro's Voice. I am just a big fan and lover of Boyce Avenue. They sometimes make a song better than the original. Here are some of their renditions that I love:  Back for Good - Take That Pink - Perfect Lego House - Ed Sheeran Breakeven - The Script

Dear Diary, [first time to put this one in my blog] It was raining continuosly last night. I left home for work so late. Train station was already closed. Got no choice but to take a cab. I waited for 10 mins and I got a taxi. I didn't expect a super heavy traffic along EDSA. There was a collision near Guadalupe train station. I was commuting with my friends through Twitter and email. Thanks to my phone. But I was bit worried for the battery was getting low.  From Shaw to Alphaland, it took 1hr. And the fare got doubled because of that heavy traffic in the middle of the night. Arrived in the office. Felt so hungry. Fixed my things to my locker, grab a coffee, sit to my station, opened my computer and opened my twitter. haha! Oh well! That's a part of my work tools. So there... I was focused to complete all my cases. Had to call my lovely clients. I just love talking to them over the phone and hoping to personally see them someday. We might...

You are not defined by your feelings. You are not defined by the opinions of others. You are not defined by your circumstances. You are not defined by your successes or failures. You are not defined by the car you drive, or the money you make, or the house you say you own (even though the bank really owns it). You are defined by God and God alone. He identifies you as his own (2 Corinthians 1:22). Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Friday Morning~ Got home so early today. Pero kahapon 12nn na ko nakarating ng bahay dahil sa mahabang pagtambay namin sa Mcdo nina Ciego at Eyna. Ginamit namin ang coupon ng Mcdo. Napakamura - P95 lang ang 2-pc chicken. Oh well, last night was good. I completed most of the ticket assigned to me. Tapos may client na tumawag kay Bern tapos ako pala ang hanap. Hehe! At speaking of Bern, nagkaron sya ng quick training with our newbees. Kahit papano nakikilala ko na yung iba sa kanila aside sa mga officemates ko na dati. Aw! Naalala kong bigla, tonight ang last night namin sa 7th flr. We will be moving up to 12th flr. New workstation to decorate. Hahaha! Ay teka, my pimple is aching. It is a painful in my cheek. The heck! Oh sorry! Haha! Magkikita pala kami nila Ana at Bern later sa Starbucks. Magkkwentuhan na naman kami ng kung ano-ano. Hehe! Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Done with my tickets. Just waiting for the clients' responses. I don't have anything in my mind to post in FB or tweet in twitter. So I better watch I movie in megashare. Haha! A sci-fi movie will be a good option for now. NW: Iron Sky. 

I replaced my 4GB mc with 8GB. The 4GB is perfectly working so I gave it to my sis. And now, this 8GB can no longer recognize by my phone. I know that my phone isn't broken. I did the basic troubleshooting. I turned off my phone and removed the mc and put it back. I did the twice, got no luck. So I just gotta accept the fact that all my mp3s, doc and pictures are all gone. I even tried connecting it to my lappy to see if I can still retrieve it but that was still a fail. Now I understand, why it was too cheap. I only got it fot P300. The vendor said that it was in promo. Oh well! I won't waste my time getting back to the store and have it replaced, I might just get another trash. I maybe just have to live few days without my fave songs on my phone. Good thing this BB has fm radio. I can still listen to music. I'll just buy a new one on next pay day :) Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Left home at around 5PM to return the movie CDs I borrowed last Saturday. I decided to leave for work thought that was too early still. I messaged few friends to maybe be somewhere first before heading to work. I was inside an FX and browsing twitter on my phone. I saw a tweet bout "fasting" and I remembered that 01/07 is the 1st day of prayer and fasting 2012 in Victory Ortigas. I had to change my plans that night and proceeded to church. I missed the church services this past holiday season. So I guess, this I good start this year. There was a big crowd inside the sanctuary. Thank God, I was still able to find a seat for myself. When the worship starts, I had a teary eyes. Oh! The feeling of being back home. It seemed that I lose focus on Him in a while. Felt sorry for that. I took that moment to repent and to worship Jesus.  I met Tita Cita, the person sitting next to me. She became my prayer partner that night. We prayed for each other and for the church's goal thi...

Rented 5 movie CDs from Video City - Prometheus - Bounty Hunter - Street Fighter - American Pie: Reunion - Star Trek I watched all of those the whole Sunday until this Monday morning. That was a movie marathon - alone. Those are all good movies. Will do this again, next weekend. I hope my lappy's DVD player won't get busted. Haha! I will search some other interesting movies :) Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Ako'y nandito sa jeep pauwi na galing trabaho. Umuulan po. Wala akong payong. Nakikinig ako sa music sa phone ko. Medyo antok na ko pero pipilitin kong maipost to. Haha adik lang. Kanina nakausap ko ang pinakabagong kliyente na natitiyak kong magiging mabuti kong kaibigan. Marami silang gusto at nawa'y mapunan ko yun. Ngayon ay ikaapat ng anibersaryo ng pagiibigan nina Ana at Mike. Bukas birthday ni Enzo. Mamaya mag-papamedical na sina Ciego, Mitch, Pia at Rex. Sa Lunes ang unang araw nila sa Concur. Kanina umakyat kami sa 12th flr para ayusin ang aming mga workstation. Tulad ng dati nag-tweet ako sa twitter alangan naman sa facebook. Nag-like lang ako ng mga posts at pictures dun. Nagsulat ako ng onte sa SB planner ko na hindi ko mauwi dahil umuulan kasi papel yun. Basta masaya naman ang trabaho kagabi. May God bless us all. Keep safe! :) Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Finally home. Didn't do much of work in the office but I am feeling tired and sleepy. So happy to see my buddies again after a long off. As usual, I was the noisiest. Haha! Nothing changed. Ana gave us her Christmas present for us - fork,spoon and chopstick. O yeah we love eating so much. Before I headed to work, I met a friend to get my Starbucks planner and tumbler from Malaysia. Woohoo! I just so love it! :) Thanks Oden! Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Christmas is truly about the birth of our Lord and Savior JESUS! That is why, we got a cake for him. Hope He likes it! Happy Birthday JESUS!!!

Happy Holidays!!  That's me and my babies (Chloe and Thea). This was taken by myself last Christmas eve. We are happy and a more than complete family.  These two are my greatest blessings ever! 

01-02-13 2 of 365 First day of work for this year. Four days off from work. I missed my work station and my officemates. I will be seeing them again tonight. Yahoo!! I'm actually trying to sleep this sunny-bit-windy aftie but it seems that I had enough sleep from last night. Alright...I really have to sleep or else I will be a zombie tonight at work. The 2 kiddos are outside enjoying the fair weather with their playmates. I ate "tikoy"! It's so sweet and sticky. I cooked it myself. I sliced it into squares and dip them to beaten egg before I fried them. Yum! Yum! Haha! When I have much time at home, I can't stay in just one place like watching TV too long. I tend to organize things and clean anything. I'm such a maid when I'm home. Haha! Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld