True Life

Just so unsure. Should I blame it to them? Na - ah. I really dunno. I was just a kinda one who used to be pampered so much, who used to be valued like a non-crown princess. I'd heard more than words. I'd sang out of tunes yet sweetest songs. It wasn't perfect but felt so great. Not that I wanted any of them back. Those were just few from the list that I'm hoping now but my bad, I must not. There can't be two or triple identical ways. But I can't help but compare.  To be continued...

We work to earn money that will suffice our needs and our families'. Everyday we gotta get up from our beds and prepare ourselves for work. Spend almost half of your day in front of a computer answering questions, addressing concerns, etc. After that, you're urging to home or go somewhere else you can unwind. We normally get excited or nervous when we're newbie at work but when we've been spending years on it we get tired and get fed up. We find it repetitive and boring sometimes. Friends, yes we can lotsa of those in the office but when when we're too busy doing our tasks we tend to lose time jamming with them.  Okay. I'm not trying to imply too much negative here. I'm just to illustrate how some people find their lives in the office. A maybe came to that same point and state of mind. But again, life depends on how you view it. Yes, work could be tiring but we can it fun. There's no easy job. You just gotta learn how to enjoy the things that you fa...

Watching movie Saturday morning aftershift. We don't need to spend sometimes to bond with colleauges and friends. Movie files saved in a flash drive, some snacks left from the last night's shift, a room in the office that we can freely use to relax; perfect enough to kick off this weekend before leaving the office.   How funny when we're trying to not to cry when the scene became so dramatic. Those scenes and lines that you can relate from and melt your heart. Oh boy! 

Reading books, epubs, ebooks or whatever you call it isn't a thing for me. I better say, not a usual thing for me to do. I used to read books, yes way back when I was in school and very few when I started working but most of the time, I wasn't successful reaching the last page. If a friend recommends me to read one, I always say "Alright. Sure. If it something that would interest me, I'll give a shot of the first page then..". I had read some Bob Ong's and Rick Warren's Purpose Driven Life which I would say one of book that could lead you a life's turning point. I owned that book for almost 2 years I guess but there are still few chapters to read.  Today. Nicolas Sparks. "The Notebook" movie was a hit. That was just one of the books written by him that for sure everybody loves. I can't see of losing anything when a friend told me to read his books. So I patiently searched for a PDF copy of his books and I'm starting reading this ...

Some people may let you feel how worthless you are. They let you feel that their time and attention are too valuable for you. It just hurt so much when they intentionally break your heart just like that and there's nothing you can do. But at the end, it's still up to you if you would let yourself absorb those trashes. Just always keep in my mind that your worth can't be measured for what others say. God loves you unconditionally.