True Life

Friday morning. On my way home. I just love seeing those white chubby clouds. The sun is shining brightly but expecting some rain today. I can sleep soundly when it's raining. >_< ---- Had a normal day at work. Heavy meal before facing my computer. Haha! Checking emails from my friendly clients. I'm wondering, maybe I can add them on facebook but afraid that they may chat me during weekend for some work related stuff. Haha! Btw, I brought some fruits but I felt eating them with yogurt. For some reason, none left to buy from the Ministop. Sinong umubos?!?!? Rex, Ana and I ate few pieces of the fruits and I ended up bringing the rest back home and ate them all. Hehe! My friends are thinking that am on a diet coz I ate much of fruits lately. Well.... not really. I just wanna be healthier to avoid get sick but not really to loose weight. I'm fine with my body. Haha.

Miyerkules na. Gitna na ng linggo. Minsan sinasabi natin ang bagal ng takbo ng araw pero pag masaya tayo parang ang bilis. Ganun talaga. Hindi ko alam kung tumatakbo ba o gumapang ang oras. Haha! I-google ko kaya. Asa naman ako sa mga sagot na makukuha ko. Pero ang totoo nyan, nasa byahe na ko papasok sa mga oras na ito at alam kong hindi late na naman ako. Kahapon late ako ng mga 16 minutes lang naman pero nag-OT ako ng 2 oras. Higit na siguro sa sapat yun. Haha! Bigla lang akong na-excite makitang muli ang aking mga team mates dahil 2 days silang walang sa work for a company event. Dami na naman nilang kwento for sure. Nagpapasalamat ako dahil sila yung mga taong nakasama ko sa trabaho. Iba-iba man kami pero masasaya kaming magkakasama. Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld ________________________________ This e-mail message is authorized for use by the intended recipient only and may contain information that is privileged and confidential. If you received...

I felt that I ate a lot this shift. Haha! I'm still the matakaw lady no matter control I make. I really love eating like everybody does. Though it feels sio guilty sometimes, when it becomes too much. I like siomai, noodles, cheesedog, donuts etc. Haha! Ah wait, I forgot to mention, chicken joy. Remembering all those yummy food makes me feel hungry right now. I ate like 3 to 4 regular cheesedogs before lying. Good luck sa kin.. Masarap yung kumain bago matulog. :-)

Minsan kahit ang sama-sama ng loob mo hindi mo masabi kasi wala rin yung magagawang mabuti. Sana pwedeng tumakbo na lang bigla sa malayo at umiyak. Hindi ko alam kung dapat ba akong maniwala sa mga bagay-bagay na nagpapasaya sa kin. Hindi ko sigurado kung totoo ba ang lahat ng naririnig ko. Alam ko dapat hindi ako magpaapekto pero til ba kusa akong nasasaktan sa mga nangyayari. Matigas lang talaga ang ulo ko minsan. Hindi ko alam kung sino na ang dapat kong pagkatiwalaan. Ayaw ko lang mapaglaruan. Sino bang may gusto? Parang maraming nagpapakita ng mga magagandang ngiti hindi ko alam kung ano ang totoo. Kadalasan sinasabi ko nang ayaw ko na, pero hindi ko magawa. Nasa isip ko lang madalas ang mga ito at gustong kong mailabas. Hindi man nila marinig, naisulat ko naman. Kahit papano okay na ko sa ganun. 

It's true when it hurts. Does it mean that true love hurts? Aw! Bigla lang kasing na-open ang topic na yan habang matiwasay kaming nagtatrabaho. Haha! Sometimes you have to experience the worst before you can  have the best. I don't know if that's making sense to anyone. We tend to realize one's importance when they're gone. How emo can we get here? When random thoughts come out, it burst left and right, here and there. 

♫ "Nakakalito ang mundo. Kung sinong mahal mo, s'yang ayaw sa 'yo" ♫ /Kahit Habang Buhay by Yeng and Sam Milby / LSS lang. Enebenemenyen! Hay naku, 2 days na to. Di ko na maalala pano nagsimula to. Old song na to pero ang maganda talaga ang melody kahit medyo nakakalungkot lang ang message. Nakakakilig lang. I know everyone can relate to this song. Ang sarap sarap lang mag-emote di ba.

I voted for the third time yesterday. Oh yes! I exercised my right as a Filipino citizen. I hope I shaded the circles beside the name of the deserving leaders. I came at the precinct at lunch time when the sun was shining so bright. There were few people. I spent less than 30 minutes to vote. Happy me. And after that, the heavy rain poured. That was cool. Hehe!! I was wet when I arrived home.

Hindi naman bawal ang umiyak. Isa yan sa mga bagay na malaya mong magagawa. Ito yung mga oras na pakiramdam mo nag-iisa ka at kahit subukan mong ipaliwanag sa iba ang nararamdaman hindi rin nila mauunawaan. Bakit kasi kelangan laging sinasabi pa e? Pwede bang dapat alam na nila yun. May mga bagay talaga na sadyang mas masarap maranasan kapag hindi dinadaan sa salita kundi sa gawa. Yung pakiramdam na yayakapin ka na lang ng taong mahal mo dahil ramdam nya na malungkot ka kahit di mo man sabihin. Di ko alam pano sisimulan dahil ko sigurado kung ako nga dapat ang magsisimula. Di rin ako sigurado kung dapat bang lumagay ako dun. Ayos lang naman makipagsapalaran ngunit kung ako lang nang ako ang gagawa ng linaw ay parang hindi rin magiging ayos ang kalalabasan. Totohanin na lang sana......

A colleague's birthday today. We surprised her with a cake from Mary Grace. The store was actually closed, but we talked to the crew and said we badly need a whole cake in the middle of the night. Haha! We were somewhere in Greenbelt. We saw some people partying in a Thursday night. I was like a stranger. Yes I know. I look like a lost nerdy girl.  I tend to observe people I don't know and trying to understand what kind of life they have. A lot of things are playing in my mind. Knowing the story of their lives is none of my business. I am just a curious human being. In short chismosa. Haha! Not really. I can feel that there's at least one thing in their lives that makes special and different from the rest.  Oh well! So much for that.. For some reason, there's something in my mind that I can't speak out. I don't know what it is. I will try to write again later. That is if my sleepy head will allow me to. Haha! I'm in the middle of finishing a ticket whi...

Happy Monday! Magiging masaya ang araw na ito dahil gugustuhin ko. Minsan mahirap magpanggap na masaya ka pero kung mag-eemote ka naman mas walang mangyayari. People admire me for I always smile. It seems that no problems come my way. Pero sabi nga nang iba, yung mga taong laging nakangiti minsan sila pa yung may mabigat na problem. That statement is true for me, sometimes. Hay iiyak na ba ko?? Haha! Mas madali kasing sabihin na okay ka kaysa mag-explain kung bakit hindi. Eto na naman ako, lumalabas ang pagka-emotera ko. Ewan ko kung ano bang problema ko. Kadalasan talaga nasa isip ko lang to. Ganito lang talaga ako, pag nag-iisa at alam kong may iba dyan na tulad ko din. Iiyak na ko? Iiyak na ko? Ano ba naman to! Haha! Epekto ng kung ano ano lang to sabayan pa ng maramdaming songs. Malala na to pero lilipas din to. Uulitin ko, gagawin kong maging masaya ang bawat araw ko. Smile! :-) Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

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