True Life

Unconsciously thinking of someone you've never been in a table for a dinner or lunch or breakfast. A random face you always see around. A name that you commonly see on facebook when his friend tagged him in a picture or a post. A person you tend to greet when you meet anywhere in the building. Those smiles that can't be counted using your fingers and toes. Here I am again. Becoming a crazy human being .

Ang sarap ma-inlove. Ang sarap ng pakiramdam ng meron kang inspirasyon sa mga bagay bagay na gagawin mo. Napakagasgas na ng mga linya ko pero gusto ko lang isulat ito. Ako ba ay umiibig? Hindi ko alam. Sa ngayon wala pa siguro pero tignan natin. Haha! Asaness naman ako. Si Lord na ang bahala sa love life ko since sya naman ang first love ko. Nakakatuwa lang isipin na may mga taong kahit wala kayong relasyon ay masaya mong nakakasama sa araw-araw. Yun lang po. Matutulog na nga ako. Cheesecake ang nasa picture kasi ang cheeeessssy... Haha! Sana makahanap na ulit ako ng love life sooooon. Pero hindi naman ako nagmamadali. Happy single naman ako. Hehe! :) Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

I just purchased this lil red phone today. It costs P888 only. I need to have another phone coz I wanna "live more". I mean, I'm currently using globe for my bb and I'm not satisfied with the service. I'll be using my smart postpaid for my bb and this cutie phone will contain my globe line. Smart has the better coverage in our area. Could be the best, I must say. I have to always connected. :) Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

This is it! Nakakainis lang kasi kabibili ko lang ng new pair of Vans last Tuesday. Pero hindi ko pa rin to pinalampas. Kahit late na ko umuwi ng Thursday, gumising pa rin ako nang maaga para dito. I tried in Shangrila first kaya lang wala masyadong options. There were just around 5 choices for girls. Good thing my 2 friends were at Greenbelt5 that time. Mas marami daw pagpipilian dun. So nagmamadali akong sumakay ng MRT. That was around past 8pm. Pasara na ang mga malls. Syempre dahil mula sako sa MRT, lalakarin ko muna ang kahabaan ng Glorietta, Landmark at Greenbelt. Ubos lakas ang nagmamadali to make sure na maabutan kong bukas ang store. Haha! Medyo maulan pa nun pero pinapawisan ako sa haba ng nilakad-takbo ko. Haha! Parang may emergency lang. Haha! So there, I bought just one pair for now. I chose the classic design na moss ang color. I will put the picture on my next post. I wanna buy other designs too kaya lang hindi naman ako sobrang yaman noh! Ay grabe sabi ko magtitipid...

Pastor Rico Ricafort (Notes) - Marriage is not just a contract but a covenant. - Wedding is holy. - Have a great foundation. - Be God in the center of the marriage. - Have to work to keep the marriage stronger. - Matthew 19:6 - Marriage is not for convenience but a commitment. - Malachi 2:14-16 - You are in God's best season (today) - Marriage is not just compatibility but complementary. - Ephesians 5:22-26 Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Parang gusto kong magkaroon ng sariling music room. Gadgets na tulad ng kay Becka sa Pitch Perfect. I wanna record some music. Be with some of my friends and make songs. Ang taba talaga ng puso ko sa music. Di naman kagandahan ang aking boses ngunit pinangarap ko ring maging singer.  Maghapon ata akong nasa harap ng laptop ko ngayon at ang inatupag ko bukod sa facebook at twitter - ano pa? edi songs. I tried searching instrumental version of some songs and I tried to sing and record them. I was not satisfied with the results. It was because I was doing it in an open area. Haha! Dami pang background noise. So mas maganda nga siguro kung may isang kuwarto ako where I can live in a music world. Waaah! Frustrations! Someday, I will make bring it into reality. Kahit simple lang. I have the heart for music!

Starting my Monday morning with coffee and music. Playing random videos from youtube. I know it's too early still. I am really a nocturnal person. Been working in night shift for almost six years. No wonder. My body clock is set to Eastern Time (US / Canada). Lol! Most of the people find it hard to stay up at night for work but it's just a matter of time. I must say, I'm effective working at night. Servicing clients/customers from United States of America and Canada since my first job.

<temp post> I'm so sleepy but I wanna sleep yet. waaaahhhhhh.. I think I have to write about something  ~ maybe about someone I'm always thinking about. A cheesy thing maybe. I don't know. OH I gotta sleep first maybe. Will try to wake up after few hours.

I'm quiet sleepy but I feel like posting something in my online notebook before going to dream land. I just finished watching a good movie "Pitch Perfect". Their voices are really amazing. I wanna do that acapela someday with a group. It sounds so great. I wanna mixed up some songs. Rendition of songs are sometimes better than the original. There are times that the message of a song differ based on how it is sang by an artist. A song may also becomes better when an instrument has a thicker sound than the others. So there... Maybe I have a ear for music. I am talkative but I shut up when I'm listening to a song. 

Dahil Ibon Lang ang Aking PRICE (Tag (Parody)  I let them keep my guitar in their cute room. I didn't know that these IT guys are musically inclined until they tagged me on their office-made videos. They seem to be just enjoying singing with the guitar. Their videos become viral in the office that quick. These geek-looking guys turned themselves into total performers. Their small room becomes a recording studio during their break. It'll not be a surprise if they'll soon be leaving that small room and move to a bigger stage; leaving the computer world and face the screaming crowd.  This is their third video and is the best so far. The first two vids are posted on my FB timeline.  Job well done Leonard, Jiro, Andrew, Rod, Ritsi!

Waiting for an elevator that will send me to the ground floor. I'm going home now. It was another great night at work. Had funs with friends. They had fun at me. Haha! I let Ciego put make up on me. Eye liner, blush on, lipstick. Not so me. I looked so different. As everyone knows, I'm a sneaker girl. I'm a girl but I'm girlie. IFYWIM. --- Currently inside the MRT train. At ladies' section. I am without my mrt-mates. They headed home earlier. I can feel my full tummy. Full of coffee and donuts. I guess I have to lessen my sugar intake. How can stop my craving for those sweet things? I love donuts, siomai, cakes. OMG! I gotta control it or else... **sigh** --- Happy Valentines! Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Happy Valentines! I'm just a happy single lady. It's just an ordinary day to spend. <nakakatuwa naman, while I'm typing this post may may isang chat nagbukas.. Ay naku si Lord, minsan mapaglaro talaga. He always gives me a reason to smile everyday> Anyway..goin' back ayun  nga it's Valentines day! I'm still in the office at of this very moment. I came late last night kaya para offset. By the way, nagpagupit ako ng hair. Nawala na ang isang kilong split ends ko. Heading to starbucks with the APA guys. Sila na lang ang valentine date ko. 

I've been working for almost five years but I still have this dream of being a musician.Hindi pa rin talaga nawawala sa puso't isip ko pagtugtog. Minsan ko nng maranasang maging parte ng isang amateur band. Iba talaga yung feeling na nagagawa mo yung gusto mo. Hindi nakakapagod kahit magspend ka ng mahabang oras, My passion in music became my link to know more friends. Music really connects people. When I was in highschool I started learning to play a guitar. The guitar chords guide in the centerfold of a "songhits" was my teacher. I borrowed my grandpa's guitar. I also had my classmates to teach me. Naging bonding din namin yun ng mga malalapit kong kaibigan. Nakakamiss lang yung mga panahong yun. Hay naku! Computer Science ang course ko pero I was seeing myself as a guitarist. Haha! Pero hindi lahat ng gusto mo mangyayari. Maaaya naman ako sa profession ko ngayon eh. Nakakatuwa lang na makausap ko ulit yung mga dati kong kaibigan na kasama ko mag-jamming dati. ...

It wasn't the first time that new pals won't believe that I already have 2 kids. It might be my attitude. I can't tell that I don't really look like a mother. I am proud being a single mom. I am used to what people commonly say. That's normal. I became a mother at young age. It wasn't planned but having 2 cute kids is such a blessing. Indescribable feeling when they're kissing me before I leave for work. I love it when they're hugging me everytime I arrive at home. God is just so good for giving me my 2 angels - Althea and Chloe. 

-- I have something in my mind but I can't exactly express it into words. It's something to do with love. Am I that cheesy coz Valentines is just few days away? Probably not. I will try to tell what's in my mind and in heart right now. Haha! The ambiance is just so perfect. One windy-sunny afternoon. I honestly can't imply it. I don't know what's wrong. Am I in love? haha! In love to whom or to what? I love music. That's a thing for sure. I used to love a song when the melody is good but as years go by, I started pondering what the song is trying tell. <Will try to make a better one later tonight. LOL>

I realize that I'm starting to have a lesser time for HIM. I skipped several church services. I no longer have a regular activity to know HIM more. Siguro kailangan ko na ngang sumali ulit sa care group. Kahit malayo. Kung nagawa ko dati, magagawa ko ulit. I've received so much blessings from Him kaya kailangan maglaan naman ako ng sapat na oras para purihin at pasalamatan sya. <Jeremiah 29:11> Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

On my way home. Galing sa isang matinding kainan na naman. Hindi rin ako katakawan noh. Bukod sa siomai nahihilig na rin ako sa cheesecakes. Ana and I had a chance to be with our batch mate from other department. Ang saya lang talaga. Knowing new people and eating a lot of food. Haha! It was a bit tiring coz we had to walk much to move from one tambayan/kainan to another. Pero ayos naman kasi puro tawanan lang. Nakasama ko yung mga taong madalas ko lang nakikita at naggreet sa office. Ang eksena sa FB..check-in, check-in, check-in.lol. Medyo antok na ko. Babawi ako sa babies ko pagdating sa bahay. Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

It's Friday night. I am almost an hour late. Late na nga rin kasi nakauwi kaninang umaga. Buti na lang nakatsamba ako ng bus na crossing-ilalim kanina kaya maginhawa ang aking naging byahe papasok. Dumaan ako sa Mercury para bumili ng PT. Joke! Haha! Bumili lang ako ng food at strepsils dahil medyo hindi maganda ang timpla ng lalamunan ko. Madaldal ako kaya ayokong mamaos lalo na't may meeting ako later sa napanalunan kong client. Anyways, I'm currently having my dinner here in the pantry alone. Ayan sa picture ang aking pagkain at inumin. Noodles, tinapay at lipton jasmine green tea. I still have my earphone in my ear. Kaya nga EARphone eh. Ay naku ang korni ko na. Makakain na nga muna. Dito na lang ako magiging madaldal sa blog dahil baka mamaos ako at ayaw na ayaw ko nun. ------ Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Kapag sinwerte ka nga naman sa dami ng requests na kelangan gawin sa isang araw. Yung tipong 30 mins na lang uwian na pero hindi ka pa makakaalis dahil kararating lang ng requests tapos urgent daw. Hindi ko rin sila masisisi dahil nasa kabilang dako sila ng daigdig at iba ang takbo ng orasan nila dun. Gustuhin ko mang tapusin agad-agad may iilang bagay pa rin na hindi magagawa nang madalian. Dalawa't kalahating oras na OT. Umuwi mag-isa. Medyo mataas na rin ang araw. Buti na lang sa girl's section ng MRT ako nakasakay dahil medyo maluwag. Okay lang kahit hindi nakaupo. Halos may relasyon na kami ng steel na hawakan dahil sa pagkakayakap ko dito. Sobra na ang antok ko. Kahit nakatayo lang ako, nanaginip agad ako pag napipikit ako. Gustong gusto ko na matulog! Waaah! Bago pumasok kagabi, 2 oras lang tulog ko kaya ganoon na lamang ang aking antok. Tapos biglaan namang may eksena ang tren sa MRT. Halos 5 mins ang waiting time per station. Buntong hininga na lang ako. Pagbaba ng Sha...

I so love songs. I'm currently downloading more. I'm thinking of other songs that I should a copy. I will store them all in my lappy and save copies to my phone. I hope 8GB will be enough. I also gotta buy a new earphones coz the one that came with my BB has been broken. I have to find one with the same quality or better. I'm so particular with earphones. It must produce a surround sound. I'm not sure if I'm using the right term to say it. lol. Lalalalala........

Since gabi na at wala akong pasok, susubukan kong magsulat ng ilang mga bagay tungkol sa aking buhay na lagi ko namang ginagawa sa blogger kong ito. Sige, let's start about the things that I wanna do this week. Unang-una, dapat maka-attend na ko ng church service this Tuesday sa Victory Gale. Naku ilang linggo na kong absent dun. Masyadong tough lang ang work ko this past 2 weeks but I know I must not reason out anything for being absent sa church. So yun nga. Next, sana ay maging isang epektibo akong mentor sa mga na-assign sa kin na new hire. Sila ay walang iba kundi ang dalawa kong nirefer - si Ciego at Rex. May mga trabaho ako sa clients ko na kelangan kong magawa. [i'm a bit sleepy now...] i will try to continue this later pag nagising ako. haha!

This is what will always happens when internet connection at home is on - I am just sitting at any corner with my lappy. I can stay up longer. Is that a talent? Lol. Well I have to say this. This prepaid Smartbro plug in is just so amazing. It feels like I have a dsl connection. I can multitasking online. Blogging, watching movies, tweeting while downloading. I'm actually sleepy right now. I just wanna get most out this internet connection over the weekend.Haha! I'm such a crazy blogger. Alright, I'm thinking what else to say. Hmmm... I must say that I'm sleepy and hungry. I hope I can download food over the internet too. Haha!

Minsan talaga words aren't enough to express what you feel and what you think. Kung pwede nga lang, ikonek sa isang projector ang puso at isipan mo para makita ng iba kung ano talagang meron dun at maunawaan nila. That's why there are chances that it's better for you to say that you're okay than explaining to them why you're not.. So ayun na nga. Parang ganito lang. Hindi ko ma-explain kung anong gusto kong isulat o itype sa mga oras na ito. Walang pasok sa trabaho. Kasama ko ay ang aking lappy. Wala naman akong gustong ka-chat o makausap sa mga oras nito. Haha! Here I am again. A talkative creature. Kahit sa blog ang dami dami kong nisasabi. I sometimes don't make any sense and could most of the time for others. I don't care. Haha! Ang taray! And while I'm writing this post, nag-vivideoke sila sa baba. Umaawit sila ng mga love songs. Hay naku! I am so absorbing the messages of the songs. Lagi na lang ganito. Gumawa kaya ako ng sarilin kong music v...